i really feel for you, sid. not saying i feel sorry for you, i'm just really feel for all the pressures you're under all the time cos of the job role you had and this current one you got promoted into. lord knows how any of us would cope with what you have to do day in day out with no end in sight. all these early rises and late nights must have drained the life out of you. hang in there, bud. you're still an inspiration to me cos you're a symbol of what an ordinary guy can achieve with graft.
Lead by example?