are you in love, sid? i hope you can get into a meaningful and fulfilling relationship. you deserve all the happiness you can get in this life. but looking again at your tumbler images i am often reminded of the observation many middle aged folks have made about the male youth of today - that they're more interested in pornographic images than actually having a relationship with a girl themsevles and that the dose of porn often serves as a substitute for that intimate connection. you know this?
I have a ridiculously long reply to this but I’ve answered so many questions like this over the many years I’ve had this blog running that I can’t be bothered to answer it. I’m sure there’s something about it in my FAQ. Please read it.